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@#^&%$#@
10.14.04 (1:56 pm)   [edit]
this finger hurts like hell.

lemme tell u what happened.

al kisah la at 9+pm i haus skit. teringin nak minum air kotak dutch lady strawberry nye. ash pun kirim. so me and sri turun la gi hb3 nye kedai runcit.

i opened the fridge. the air kotak yang i wanted ader tiger tingkat. i started to amik yg bawah skalik but takut plak the rest cam topple jatuh. so i changed my mind and amik yg atas skali..

ntah camner my middle finger termasuk the ventilation fan thingy. was terkejut gak, sakit sikit la tak rasa sgt.. ingat terlanggar je la. then tengok the finger started to bleed, a lot. the blood was dripping on the floor. panic ah.. sri belikan tissue and ice, bless her.
then lari naik bilik,ash suh cuci, ingat tade pape sangat. but upon closer inspection, tengok there was a long cut. quite deep according to the doctor.
it was 'gory' bak kater ash. yukk
so the blood was all over my right hand which i tekan my finger to stop the bleeding. sakit sial.

then rushed gi klinik mmu,tutup. bangang. gi clinic streetmall, tutup. bangang gak. so upon recemmendation pegi hosp putrajaya.

bla bla bla met laili n hildi and jasmine.
then after awhile they called me in alone. sigh. takut gak la.

after, waiting for a few hrs, terus kena jahit. ade ker org x ray tu kater my finger ni kena potong pakai gunting je. sial. lawak bertempat la. dahla tgh sakit.

lalala.

kena 2 stitches je. hurts like a *****. no kidding.

kena wait a week baru bukak the stitching. thats gonna hurt too.

stupid fan.
stupid cow who invented that stupid fan.

k ah. nak tido.
the pain killer starting to make me sleepy.

sahur kul 4 lak.

<3 >
 
klang+espoyo+super dumb cops
10.14.04 (1:47 am)   [edit]
okay.. after so long, finally i'll update. its just that during the last couple of week (months?) nothing really interesting happened. .... okay i lie. loads of interesting things happened but i dont think its suitable for me to tell the whole world la kan. .. and during that period of time, i went thru some weird s*** that has been quite a revelation. the mood swing came back for a couple of days then it was gone. stupid depression.

update update update ek..
as u can see, ive bought a new keyboard. a new pretty keyboard that has a spacebar and shift and ctrl that actually work, big whoop. old retarded keyboard, may u rest in peace. *tear
but at the moment im using ash's laptop (she's zzzZZ) cause theres sumthing wrong with my pc.. seems like kena format. &%$##@. ive got assignmnets to send man. damn it.

hmmm.. what else.
oh yes, lemme tell u bout last nite.

okaaay,
so for a couple of days ive been planning to have a nice nyte out seeing ramadhan is coming. ingat nak malam ni kan(khamis) but terawikh la plak. so obviously its out of the question. so we thought about other places thats having a ladies night.the only place that comes to mind was espanda. okiedoke. so ajak la some frends. those none mmu-ians and those saikotik mmu-ians. biase la, everyone says 'tengokla ek.' okiedoke again.

then wednesday came. cam tak jadik je........

didnt feel too bad cause kalau tak jadi pun theres a backup plan. i'll go to ou with fellow rumates n friends. then at about 2pm intan gave a lil surprise visit. had some problems. (fuck u mahdir. fucking loser.) .

nway at 8-9 i was sposed to hav dinner with kakcik. hmmm.. dilemma.

okay anyway, went to terminal with ash and inn.. lunch. balik lepak then suddenly dgr org jerit "ooooiii bayyybeeeeeeeee". jenguk kepala sikit, its pg. okay so pegila terminal lagi teman dier lunch with inn and najib.
then tetiber nabelle called, ajak celeb her and din's anniversary in klang-seafood+sea. romantic la kire.
so i was excited, why the hell not. nabelle sez maybe fara wud be there as well. miss that crazy bitch. and of coz miss nabelle n din. been soooooo long.

so after i did a bit of grovelling and a little touch of sniffles here and there, inn and pg relented. we'll go to klang. yay~!

balik bilik siap ah. then shit, teringat the dinner i was sposed to havin with kakcik. called her tak dapat.

nway i was still a bit determined to go to espanda. so i brought along my pink-polky skirt and pink heels. tengah siap2, reen dtg, mintak pinjam see through bra straps. turns out she has a meeting sumwer then nak gi espanda or planet gak right after. nice.

so lalalalalaaa pegi klang. sial giler #@&$% jauh dowh that restaurant. "bapak jauhh"
then sampai, exchanged hugsies and kissies with din and nabelle. miss the loads and loads. 'happy 3 years' dears.
then makan busatt.. din ah, order cam org kebulur. wic was cool coz the food was great. nabelle tak habis2 nak campak org masuk laut. retard. oh yes speaking of retards, fara couldnt make it. ntah pasal aper ntah. phoeyy.

on with the agenda.. lepas tu they said they might join us in kl but tak sure lagi. so alright. cool.

lepas that 'end of the world dinner' we went back to kl where it is clear from monster trailers which conquered klang small dusty roads.

blah blah blah went to espanda met up ama burn reen. the entrance was free+1 free drink. eh?
the crowd was literally dead and the deejay was a goddamn idiot. seriously i wanted to throw a jd bottle on his head. bangang. baru blaja rupanya. weyyy balik practice kat umah la weyy.
it was fucking boring. we didnt even get a small piece of vibe at all. so lalalalalaa chilled for min. then this one drunk dude which i danced with kejap came by and had a little chatter. introduced himself to me but tak dgr a word he said. haha. gave out a drink, cheers, blah.

whats next. oh.. we decided to split cause its too lame and i was getting kind of dizzy.

to cut it short, went to hartamas, diorang teringin makan burgerking. on the way to hartamas, kena roadblock. reen lepas, but we kena tahan. amik ic sumer check P. okay, lepas. .. damn u.
so lepak jap after that. then balik la ke cyber. on the way out of hartamas, we lalu tepi a police car, pandang2. sial je. wth is ur problem???
followed us sampai nak masuk highway. cucuk2 plak. then told us to pull over. again, reen lepas. stupid goddamn cops. panggil pg kuar, siap pasang those flashing lights tuuu.. tak tahan sial. cam another episodes of 'world wildest police videos'. lol. i mean come on la.. is it really nessesary? do we look like blardy criminals???? siap bukak bonet and check the underside skali. seriously, whats ur problem. hmmm.. after they couldnt find any fault, baru nak let go. sial. sebok giler. i dah la in dire need to pee.

okay so balik aa ke cyber. me and pg even had a bet, i bet mesti kena tahan police lagi kat putra (Went to presint 9 kejap). kalau kena tahan for the third time ni i nak baling ngan botol coke.

lastly,went back to land of no where. balik terus tido. inn slept on my bed and i slept on the floor. bangun ni sakit blakang. isk. im a good hostess. :P thanks for coming inn, love u loads.

kesian pg had to drive jauh giler. thank u so much dear. ♥ u a million.

okay im done.. hmmmmm.. sorry about the blog being so damn long.. kire kadak all the entries i shud have done before.

and thank u so much for wasting ur time and reading my blah-ness.

im gonna take a shower now.





 
to.irda..inalillah.
09.22.04 (1:01 am)   [edit]
inalillah.

its.weird.how.one.minute.a.person.cud.be.so.alive,and.the.next.minute.theyre.gone.

irda,may.god.bless.ur.soul.

its.too.late.to.say.im.sorry.for.all.the.injustice.i.might.have.done.to.u.back.then.
its.too.late.to.tell.u.that.i.actually.admire.ur.unique.personality.
its.too.late.to.let.u.know.that.i.appreciate.u.as.a.friend.
its.too.late.to.be.closer.to.u.now.
im.sorry.we.never.kept.in.touch.after.skool.

i.saw.u.once.in.midv.but.we.never.said.hellos.
and.im.sorry.for.that.too.

i.wish.i.could.go.back.home.and.be.closer.to.u.
but.ure.now.in.a.better.place.

we.had.our.good.times.once.and.i'll.remember.them.all.
u'll.always.be.apart.of.us.

al-fatihah.
 
its all about the retro polka dots.
09.15.04 (3:23 am)   [edit]
okay so today is a great day. oh wait. let me rephrase that. it was a fabulous day up until exactly 5.34pm. dont ask me why but i am currently all worried about my closest friend who received news that was totally damn upsetting. kesian sgt. and i am trying my best to calm her down. be strong okay dear.

hmm..
wanna know what i did today?
im'ma tell u anyway.
went to pyramid coz kakcik mintak tolong amik her new specs. which is so retro btw. it has a thick black frame with a white line on it. lawa2 gak ek specs kat a.look?

then went shopping. hohohoho. pg blanje. love u to bits!
heheheheh.. im getting all giggly thinking about the new items i bought.
first off nak went to accessory nye kedai. beli black tongue stud. black earrings. black gelang.
then pg pointed out this shop 'polka dot' i think. uiyoo.. suker giler.. i bought this really adorable skirt. itss black with little white dots on it.. ahahahahah.
then gi kedai lagi beli a top that matches the skirt. black with white polka dots gak. heeeheeeheee

thennnn.. last skalik beli another polka dot top. agak besar but what the hell. still pretty. the dots are green. this top only mathes jeans i think. yeayyy.. sumthing new!

hmmm..

then browse sum more.. saw this amazing retro sweet dress. its a black number with a single pink strand of ribbon a little far above the waist. gorgeous. ingat nak beli but besa nak mampos. ha yang ni mmg tableh beli. im big enough as it is.. it wud make me look pregnant.
but sempat tangkap gamba. ahahahhahahaha. gedik. beli tableh.. so just snapped pictures as memories.

then gi makan.

aha.. ash u retard. bukan nak reply msg!!!

then went and watch a movie just to kill time. anacondas tak sempat. so we settled for anything wic was 'dead people'
BODO GILER.
u know those british movies where u dont know the actors and the plot is like crap. well this is it. the pimp of crap. 'dead people'. yuk. altho there was a scene which this guy dug up skeletons from its grave. uiyoo.. nak muntah. it was all squishy n gooey. i literally did wanted to puke.

then balik.

oh yes, agak pissed about ciggies price. but ah, more reason to quite yeah? everyone's with me say 'dots'!


.dotty.
 
i'll shoot u and ur fuckin bf. *18 n above*
09.13.04 (1:50 am)   [edit]
oooh..
now i really know how she works.
fucking hypocrite. bitch! and i trusted you. asshole!
lu pk lu lawa? pentingkan bf sgt kan? fine. ur bf is a turd as well. ha.. sesuai sgt la.. both tak guna!
ey pk kempunan sgt la nak kat u? pegi mampos!
fucking bitch.
babi. gua tak lapar ar nak kawan ngan lu. pegi ah duk pelusuk dunia with u retard bf. hope u lead a fuckin misreable life!!!
and and i told u i missed u kan? well fucking scratch that.
i miss who i thought u were. not who u turn out to be now. u misreable ugly two headed lizzard! fuck u and ur bf!
screw u!
and dont wear a fuckin condom when ur doin it
rubber is just too good for u.

nampak je baik tapi hati cam setan.
fuckhead!

stay the fuck away from me if u dont want me to scratch ur big round eyes babe. coz im gonna gobble it down like grapes.

betina sial.

[b]*nobody can guess the amount of hate i feel for her. so please dont judge me coz i curse and swear coz i know we all do.*[/b]
 
stupid manual car
09.11.04 (9:32 pm)   [edit]
okay so whats on the agenda today?
ingat nak gi sunway but cancelled coz tetiber malas.
so ended up lepak umah, kuar kejap2 to smoke.
ended up pening pale coz banyak sgt bergerak.
so figured i need to laze around and sleep all day. did all that now pale i pening coz got nothin to do.
mum proposed we bawak arif and maryam pegi main kat some park..
ooooooooh.. i'll be the damn babysitter.
malas gak. so i declined prettyly.
ps; she'll probly haul my ass with her anyway.
sigh.

oh yes. just found out the gen 2 would be manual.
ugggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
okay, so lagi ramai la tamau tumpang kete i.
jeez people. i dont go and run down pedestrians okay.
even if that happens, it wouldnt be in my intention nway.
anyway, auto tak kuar lagi. kalau nak auto kena wait for probly another 6 months. nak mati?
giler. auto pun terkial2 now im expected to bawak manual. ey dont get me wrong. i was quite cemerlang in my driving class back then. but u know.. dah er.. 2 tahun tak drive so the skill is just a teeny bit...... rusty.
dont worry. im planning to polish it up..
so.
anyone cares to contribute in helping me drive? preferably anyone cares to lend me their car?
lol

okay
my sis is kickin me out of her room
dier nak siap

laytah~
 
weight whining
09.10.04 (12:59 am)   [edit]
"eh baby! lamer auntie tak nampak.. how are u? hmm.. u gained weight ek?"
euuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh h

is it my fault that i currently have a huge appetite?
is it my fault me constantly need something to munch?
is it my fault the fridge is so close to the tv?
is it my fault i crave ice creams?
is it my fault im allergic to sweat?

sigh.

if theres a word that would describe myself itll be 'gigantic'
okay so im whining and im not doing a thing about it.
get it straight.. i DO want do something!
get a lipo to suck this disgusting flab off my ass.

hmmm..
fine.. i'll start jogging
and back to one meal perday.
i'll start first thing tomorrow.
really!
no really!

sial ar.

oh btw- maybe esok kuar results (mmu)

best of luck ppl!

 
update
09.08.04 (7:14 am)   [edit]
okay whats new.

earlier went to hotel itm for inn's function thingy.
pg had a real bad tummyache.. turns out he has gastric. poor dear.
nway the food at the serving class was edible; had rib eye steak and other 3 courses meal for only rm15. not bad hmm. lol.
huih. yenny just text me. arghhhh.. she bought the exact same skirt as mine. ishh kecik nih.. nak kena strangle ni.. hahah :p its alright really, its nice to have a follower. ahahahah. takdela. yenny's just adorable.

hmm.. what else?
oh yeah, i had fun today.
even though tunggu my fren for about an hr in the car.
but we sang every patriotic song we know utk membuang masa. nak nyanyi lagu skool tak ingat la plak. so when we were out of songs we sang do-re-mi and even abc. ahahahhaha. nuts.

then balik..
tgk teewee. kuar smoke jap
then now online.
im gonna be hanging on the phone in a min
so gotta run.


 
filling u in.
09.07.04 (3:49 am)   [edit]
hmm.. been awhile.
since hols i didnt updated my blog. but hurrah for now. the days pass by oh so effing slowly.

heres whats what.

[b][u]wedding[/u][/b]
angah (sec bro) kawin last sat(04/09/04) which was a day before pg's bday. phoey..
the wedding was held in penang so aper lagik.. melantak nasi kandar je la memanjang. which explains my bloated figure.
overall the wedding was a success. gedik! kawin tepi laut.. lol. it was a pretty place.. kat restaurant thats facing the sea, quite nice really.
time angah nikah in masjid the day before, it was kinda hilarious. one of the first time iv actually seen my big bro nervous. takut kadi tanye memacam. hahahah. nak pakai butang baju melayu pun tak pass, so i graciously offered assistance while laughing my ass off at his peculiar behaviour. i wonder, all men camni ek? :lol:

[u][b]hantaran; cake[/b][/u]
ha pasal hantaran plak, i was in charge of the god damn cake. giler ah. the place was about 20 mins away from where we were staying. imagine balancing a cake in a hantaran's dulang complete ngan bantal while in a packed car. dont tell anyone but one cherry fell on my dress and i put it right back. haha
then in the car my sis bleh bwat lawak. i quote her; "imagine u keluar kereta suddenly u terjatuh. what u gonna do?"
thinkin hard as this situation might really occur, i replied; "i'll campak the cake and tell everyone its orang KL's tradition to campak cakes."
this followed by a series of hysteric giggles. thats when that stupid cherry rolled off.

okay enuff about that.

[u][b]appointment[/b][/u]
today was sposed to meet ayesha and aznadia but then i demam plak. so slept 3 quarter of the day.
esok goin to itm shah alam with mum and pg as inn's guests as she supervised sumthing majingy.
on friday got a lunch date with eyra at klcc. since she's doin practical-work, we didnt get together at all during this hols. so okay, off me, inn and ya to klcc on her lunch break.
affa's coming back, yeay!

[u][b]wan[/b][/u]
hmm.. last nite i met a very old friend. we were close while in form 2 but then nature took its course and drifted us apart. that guy's name is wan. and oh sweet lord, he grown into a beautiful man. couldnt stop oggling :shock: ! my, how people do change.

[u][b]hmmmmmmmm.[/b][/u]
hmm.. suddenly im thinkin about faridz, farid, e'e, josh, ben, and aby. sometimes, i miss all of u freaks. im very truly sorry though about aby. if only i cud hav the gutts to say it to ur face-im truly quite sorry.

[b][u]flowers delivery![/u][/b]
nway, ptg tadi my sis's ex sent her a huge buquet of roses complete with chocs by the side. its tryly beautiful. but my sis wouldnt care less. yeay sis!!! forget that jerk cause u are worth more than he cud ever be!
only, i wish someone wud deliver me flowers. it seems more romantic than personally giving flowers urself kan? or maybe not. ntah.. nak gak rase. haha. gedik.

[u][b]that dotty skirt. [/b][/u]
hmmmmm....
ive been thinking, whats goes perfectly with that polka dot pinky skirt?

okay im out of :idea: .

.love. :P
 
DRIVE.ELOK2!!
08.25.04 (1:05 pm)   [edit]
its.4.56.am.on.thursay,26th.Aug.04.
just.got.back.from.rolling.with.pg.and.alia.n.sri.n.wani
first.went.to.hartamas..lepak
played.PoOL..yeay~!learned.new.tricks!
love.u.like.whoa.
main.4.frames..menang.skali..*roll.eyes*
then.minum2.and.smoke.some.more..
kan.ash.kan?
menyeh.menyeh.menyeh.
ahahahahahahahah

then.malas.nak.balik..so.went.rolling.sum.more.
gi.bb...
makan.kat.mapley..
ntah.saper.bukak.citer.hantu..
so.about.an.hr.naik.goosebumps.
then.citer.accident.

speaking.of.which..

on.the.way.back.to.cyber..aproximately.round.4.35am,
we.first.saw.flashing.blue.lights.then.nampak.polis.

there.was.this.car..
completely.flipped.over.in.the.middle.of.the.road.
broken.glasses.was.everywhere.
there.was.blood.on.the.road
we.doubt.that.there.are.any.survivors.
the.car.was.completely.wrecked.
if.the.vitims.of.the.crash.are.muslims.and.they.really
didnt.survive;
may.Allah.guide.them.to.a.better.place.

[b]Al-Fatihah[/b]

if.not.then.my.condolence.for.the.victims.family.n.friends

the.car.crashed.sumwer.before.lim.kok.wing.
u.know.those.stories.of.how.deadly.that.particular
stretch.road.is.and.it.has.claimed.yet.another.victim.

so.please.people..
drive.safely.
jgn.bwk.cam.org.giler.
just.because.jalan.kosong.doesnt.mean.shit.
kalau.mabuk.jgn.drive
kalau.ngantuk.jgn.drive
please.la.sgt.sgt.

i.can.still.see.the.scene.of.the.incident.
it.was.truly.horrifying.
i.dont.want.this.to.happen.to.myslef.or.to.anyone.i.know.

[u]hopefully.its.not.anybody.from.MMU[/u]

[u][b]again.please.be.a.safety.driver.[/b][/u]

okay..enuff.with.that
tak.tido.nantikan.asyik.ingat.the.blood.and.the.car.
gotta.teman.ash.gi.toilet.
then.nak.startpacking.
im.goin.off.by.12pm.
good.bye.screwed.up.semester.
i.will.not.miss.u.

love.loads.
 
...after thy math paper
08.24.04 (6:41 pm)   [edit]
i have serious brain damaged desease.
thats why i couldnt answer those direct mind torturous questions.
time was passing too slowly.
i couldnt breathe air.
i started to feel that familiar violent cramps in my abdomen.
my eyes kept on rolling back.

in other words..
i needed ciggies badly,
i was blardy hungry,
and fucking sleepy.

melodramaticsm.

screw u.. this is a tragedy!

confirm supp.. and no. im not thinking of the worst. i KNOW supp is right there waiting for me on next semester.
oh joy. someting to look forward to for second sem.

this sucks.
i keep on asking myself why oh why didnt i even make the effort to try study (not few hrs till xm that is.)
this particular question simply boggles the mind.

so here 10 word.. HAHA PADAN MUKER~!
eh wait thats not 10 words.
but i wouldnt know would i?
IM FAILING MATHS.
ahahahahahahahahahhahahah aahaahahahha


excuse me.. im going to jump off the window now.

send my love to my hopeful mother at home.

sigh.
 
nak.terjun.tingkap.ke.tak?..alia.diam
08.24.04 (7:29 am)   [edit]
ya.allah
dah.la.baby!
toloongggggg.la.blaja
toloooooooooooooooonggggg gggg.la

nak.mati.ke.haper?
ytm.dah.kasik.warning.about.my.pointer
tak.sedar2.lagik
in.my.head.menanti.je.saat2.after.xm
tu.je.pk.kan!
enjoy.enjoy!

baik.drop.mmu
gi.tanam.tebu

tanakkkkkkkkkk

noooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooo

tau.tak.buku.text.mgmnt.baper.page?
609 .pages.termasuk.covers!
610.termasuk.transparent.cover
tau.takk?
TAU.TAKKKKKKKK???

dah.dah..

lepas.ni.tutup.myspace.tutup.friendster
er..tblog.ni..
takyah.tutup.lagi..

if.there.really.is.Doraemon.in.this.world
please.make.a.visit.to.mmucyber
hb4.room.2015.
really.need.ur.pocket.right.now.

dah.dah.dah.

yang.korang.ni.pun.same
yg.bace.blog.i.ni.apsal?
gi.blaja!
but.alang2..comment.la

love.a.million~!


 
YEAY~!!!!! nose studs rock~!
08.24.04 (1:13 am)   [edit]
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yy

suddenly a minute ago i was sorry i biarkan my nose piercing tutup.

so i was quite determined to pierce it back.. on my own first.. testing je..
and if its too excrutiatingly painful, i'll just go back to the piercing parlor.

even sri was ready to hear me scream coz she's used to hearing me shriek everytime i try to cucuk balik sendiri.

siap tadi i mintak sri a jarum lagik. ahahahah.. i was that desperate.

then ended up i used the nose ring gak..
and voila~! in less than a min!
its in!
no screaming.. no tears.. no cursing whatso ever.
wahahahahahah

i think its quite weird coz before this biler i dont wear the nose stud for about 2 days je dah tutup halfway..
now i didnt wear it for like a month lebih i think.
yet senang je masuk..
ahahahahahahahahah

such an accomplishment!~

im proud of myself..

if u think this blog is just too long.. me talkin about my nose stud.. membuangkan mase korang..
screw u.
but thanks for reading..
ahahahahahahahahah

lotsa love!!
 
UPDATE.of.nothing
08.23.04 (8:13 pm)   [edit]
my.god.
is.my.life.that.interesting?
nak.sgt.i.update?
ni.mesti.gatal.nak.comment.
heehee


i.just.wokeup.and.ash.boleh.cakap.muke.x.lawa.bgn.
heeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yyyyyyyyyyyyy
yela..bangun.tgk.muker.rumate.takkan.nak.control.kan.
lain.kalau.bgn.je.ader.matthew.bellamy.ke..
wahahahahahaha

eh.silap
i.mean.pg
really!

okie.ini.menjadi.issue.besar.
if.my.waking.up.face.is.x.lawa
then.hows.my.sleepin.face?
ohmigod.
ok. relax..relax..
pg.never.complained.
betul.ahh

or.maybe.ash.tipu..i.look.extremely.gorgeous. bgn.tido.
ahahahahahh

actually.takde.modal.nak.tulis

hmm

japgi.heres.what.im.going.to.do
1.kemas.bilik
2.gi.mandi..yeeyeey mandi rambut
3.siap.utk.pergi.smoke
4.uhmm..start.blaja...*amin*

hmm.part.2.

this.keyboard.kaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn
hish
u.see.its.always.merajuk.
testing eh.. haa.. bleh plak guner space.
and i cant say anything out loud.. nak maki pun tak sampai hati. but i tell u,saper use this keyboard sure stress. pk senang nak write with dots? everyone gelak kan.. cube try type normally with dots. susah u retards! this takes skill.
and this keyboard gak giv me character.
dottyslut didnt come out of no where.
kan pussyduck?
and no.. i wont buy a new keyboard. and dont ask me again.. ure hurting this keyboard's feeling.
or maybe i will but digunakan utk time assignmnets only.
so bugger off. dont laff and hurt its feelings.
ps:besides...its turnin into a trend. ahahahahah. my darling keyboard is a trend setter.

okie..happy?
ive updated. and now i need to pee.
sri, please tell ash to sleep before she starts to have a seizure.

and so this ends. *clap.clap*
 
living.in.denial
08.19.04 (12:26 pm)   [edit]
thats.it..im.gonna.buy.more.skirts..
ahahahahahah
jadik.girlish.like.how.ash.claims.that.i.am.

so.tadi.watched.'my.wife.the.gangster'..its.a.korean.flick.btw.
best.gak..haha..promo.to.those.who.r.livin.in.denial.(tak.sedar.diri.xm)
such.as.me.
:roll:

what.else.ek.today?

haih..xm.is.this.sat..absolutely.hav.no.idea.what's.in.pms.
and.management-12.chapter.wic.wud.make.watching.paint.dry.somehow.mo.fascinating

u.know.the.terror.is.there.but.i.keep.on.pushin.it.away.
so.thats.whyla..livin.in.denial.

and.uhmm..lunch.bawak.inn.gi.cyberia..
she.was.horny.for.hot.indonesian.hunks.

okie.then.
nak.tido.
ta~
 
screw.u
08.18.04 (4:52 am)   [edit]
i.hate.promises.
blardy.hate.promises.
screw.promises.
theyre.just.words.
always.has.been.
always.will.

fuck.those.who.promises.
 
batu.belah.batu.btangkup..saye.kempunan.rokok
08.17.04 (11:39 am)   [edit]
ahahahah

caption.yg.menarik.
nak.melahirkan.ketidak.puas.hati-an.tak.boleh.smoke.in.hostel.

stupid.residential.unit.
stupid.en.zakariot
stupid.frakenstein.whore.
stupid.rokok.kantoikan.diri.sendirik..

kan.dah.sangap.

tau.tak.kalau.nak.isap.okok.terpakse.kuar.duk.dpn.cyberia.

campuns.doinks

aper.la.salahnye.we.smoke
bukannye.we.nak.baka.hostel.ke.hape

especially.now..i.cud.use.a.ciggie
kan.ke.susah
now.kena.letak.ciggie.dlm.kete.pg

hostel.bodoh



 
bee.oh.ass.ey.en
08.17.04 (11:30 am)   [edit]
okeh..its.3.20.tak.tido.lagik.
bosan.
as.usual
tadi.went.to.presint.9...nampak.farah.AF..
klaka.tgk.sumer.pandang..including.ler.pg.
padan.muke.kena.ngan.i..ahahahahah
takde.ah..kidding.je
then.uhmm..nampak.kete.polis..

the.same.blardy.car.dekat.5.kali..cam.agak.twilight.zone.kejap...

but.neways..today.was.great..gi.tgk.'the.village'.tadik.
menarik..suspense.and.twisted.
but.not.as.good.as.i.expected.it.to.be..
cam.the.signs.gak.ar.
damn..shud.hav.tgk.garfield.
;P
im.a.sucker.for.huge.orange.hairballs...wahahahah

what.else.ek?

bilik.sepah.as.usual..
might.as.well.giv.up.all.hope.to.make.the.room.look.at.least.'presentable'.
nak.bwat.canne..im.messy..sepoksepoksepok..back.kater.ash
takpela..its.homey.

okay.thats.it.for.tonight..
goin.to.bed.in.a.min

nyteynyet.now
 
boring saturday
08.13.04 (7:53 pm)   [edit]
saturdays can be so boring.

updates.. affa says my face is turnin into a melon. and my ass is turnin into 2 melons.. i was waiting for the same statement bout my boobs but it never came. haha.
okie stupid joke for stupid saturday.

not planning on goin anywhere for today. my only pair of jeans available is currently off duty. its takin a vacation in the washing machine.

note for today.. pack mum's speakers, scissors, face cotton, a small tupperware, TABLEFAN, and er... oh yes, boxes of tissues.
theres other things but i'll think of them later..

its funny how everytime i go back home with only a bag then i'll end up going back to campus with 3 bags. theres always some extra items.. a lot actually. lol.

okie.. better wash my face. he's coming over to drop off his notes for maths. long story. told him i havent taken my shower and he said 'macam tak biase je'. cehhh.. i still hav to look presentable la wey.. better hurry then..

ta~ my beautiful readers.
 
whine and u'll get tblogs. yay
08.13.04 (6:08 am)   [edit]
9.49.pm..at home and sakit gigi.. ingat nak show it to mum but then maner nak sorok that stud on my tongue u retard. lol.
nway its still hot. and kakcik tade.. gi keje. kinda bosan got no one to talk to.. nak talk ngan mum, i already did. talk ngan my cats.. did that too. talk ngan bibik? uhmm.. i x reti jawa ah..
so okie la.. i'll just blab in this blog.
about him.. hmm.. malas nak pk and continue the issue.
u know.. tadi mum bought me chocs.. but then i cant munch that. gigi sakit giler. ape tu..gigi bongsu ek? jahat ar.. FINE!!! probly god tgh kasik hint to remind me bout the so called [u][b][i]diet.[/i][/b][/u]
speakin of which.. my ass continues to grow despite my frantic fidgeting.. why fidget? well i figured that excercise involves moving.. and fidgeting as minor as it may seem falls into the same category.. so it should make a diff kan.
okie dah.. ngarut dah.
k ah.. nak fall asleep on the sofa while watchin tv.

toodles.
 
dottyslut.on.a.roll.bebeh
08.08.04 (10:43 am)   [edit]
clistenin to: aerosmith-jaded
mood : MALAS and bored and sleepy

hmm..just.came.back.from.presint.9..minum2.
before.that.,went.to.f1..he.kempunan.fried.bun..lol..ure.cute.
then.lepak.nex.to.cyberia..

now.im.bored.again...god..is.this.how.grown.up.life.is?? i dont wanna grow up. but then being a grown up u get to boss ppl around.. so.. on sec thought. lol

okie well nothing to say really.. later

ashh..balik.ler.bilik.cepatttt
 
goin back home!!
08.06.04 (5:49 am)   [edit]
currently listening to : our lady peace-gravity
current mood : malas

okie.. i hav a headache.. smoked too much most probly.

im going back home in a minute. and suddenly im not too psyched.
mum is in a bad mood, so say kakcik. dunno la what happened.
and plus its her birthday.. haih.. mesti emo.
takpela.. balik jela.. cheer her up if i can.
oops.. luper nak bukak stud before goin back. hang on!

okie all done..
hmm.. macam malas lak nak balik.. but im hungry.. miss mum's cookin.

what else?

mum called a sec ago.. she's a bit mad coz im still not on my way back.. its nearly ten so u know how mums get about girls especially. even though he'll do the driving, she's still worried. takpe.. the baseball bat isnt for nothing.
hmm.. sumthing stink.. me probly.
ahahahahah

balik mandi lagi skalik..

hey.. im enjoyin this.. writing blogs, venting my feeling.. so uhmm.. jgn salahkan i if i write 10 blogs per day.. :roll:

haih.. where is he.. mum is gonna hav a cow!
ta
 
retardo flamingo
08.06.04 (4:10 am)   [edit]
okie bout the 'subject' i have nothing better to write
[b]
currently listening to: lifehouse-everything
current mood: *finger* guess![/b]
this is funny. sri and ash pakai headphones.. nak dgr lagu sendirik la kire. but im using the woofer (muwahahah)
then tetiber both of em one by one sings along to the song i was listening to even tho theyre wearing their headphones and listening to their own tunes. ahahah
the power of loud booming music! i like!!
nway.. im going back in an hr.
oh shit. its mum's birthday and no cash to buy pressie. takpe.. tangguh jap.
[b]sorry mum![/b]
now pening kepale about being totally broke. tu la.. malas lagi. yeh my own fault.

weekn ni.. be doin practically nothing.. watch telly watch watch telly watch telly watch friggin telly.
i wonder if affa is back. miss her a gzillion.
he wud be goin to that farewell party. hmm.. wonder why he doesnt let me tag along? is it really the reason that its just for old friends? or because of sumthing else?
yes ladies n gents, paranoia kicking [i]in[/i]!
okie takpe.. pegila.. malas nak layan.

hey.. ever noticed how friends are weird?? its not good and it iasnt bad.. its just plain weird. :!:

right. better start packin. dont wanna piss him off.

ex-fuckin-oh
 
let's bitch, children!
08.06.04 (2:05 am)   [edit]
[b]currently listening: dave matthews band-where.are.u.going

current mood: pissed and twistedly hyper[/b]

hmmm.. its only been like a few hrs since the last blog. what the hell. fuckin bored.
i need my ciggies but then he's busy studying. *SULK* i want my ciggies. i want my ciggies. i want my ciggies.i need to go out and be one with my cancerstick.

fuckin residential unit!! fuckin faggots!!! thats what they are. [b]FAGGOTS!!!!!!![/b]

this old guy in particular who must think he's god or sumthin.. he thought he's so blardy great he could throw me out of this damned hostel.

okay [i]suddenly im all pissed.[/i]
at this one girl especially. right at this moment.
dumb bitch

hmm..been awhile since my last brew. quite awhile in fact.

its okay.. len's bday is coming up.

woohoo~~

okie.im off for some ciggies.
another blog coming up right after.
stay tune, my non-existing readers!!!!

ahahahahahahahahahaahahha



 
lets get deaf!
08.06.04 (12:00 am)   [edit]
currently listening to: cardigans-my.favorite.game
current mood: neutral with a drop of happiness

okay so its 15.53 and my keyboard is working whic is short of a miracle really. im not known as the dottyslut for nothin. lol

nway, nothing new to update. just that im listening to my music thru a woofer. wooohooooo~! but rats! cant test the real volume coz my roomie is sleeping *sulk*

yeay now i can listen to 'shapeshifter'!! still wondering who sings this amazing piece!

okay.. on with the agenda.

NOTHING.
ahahahahahah

silence is stupid. i wanna listen to more music.
drop a comment about how lame my life is at the moment.

and oh.. about my previous blog.. thats the past. but i bet times like that will come again. but in the meantime, all is good.

ex-oh.ex-oh